|
......and this page is the easel.......
.......these words.....
.........my heart's desires.......
.........mere words yes.......
......but words of love, of passions......
..........of thoughts of a woman......
.....the one that may drink from that pool of water.......
......tastes its liquid bounty.......
.........and know here is what she thirsts for......
What was one of the best decisions you ever made:
To go back to college...
Tell about something you look forward to:
graduating :D, finding my little twinkler out there...
What advice do you give yourself:
keep looking at all the good things I have in my life, the bad seem alot fewer and smaller then...
Tell about a person who significantly influenced your life:
my Grandpa Cheek...
What is important to you:
being honest, a big turnoff is any woman I've just met that right off the bat who expresses vehemently that they are honest
and don't lie and then insist on someone being truthful and not lying... They have always ended up being the biggest of liars...the
most willingly dishonest of all I've met...More important is that there is merely a sincere wish to be as honest with people
in general as we can, even if sometimes its not to our benefit...that's enough to wish for...is there anyone who claims they
don't lie...that isn't lying in the sentence? An honest heart is far more important than a claim of truthful words. The rest
in trust and truthfulness comes with the knowledge you attain as you get to know that person.
Describe an activity you do or would like to do:
Camping with that sweet starchild of my heart....waking up in the morning to the feel of her back against my front, curled
up like two spoons fittin in a drawer..."spoonin" we call it here at home. Her womanhood and femininity easily described
in her feel, scent, warmness, openness and actions...not through bravado and word play. The smell and aroma of her hair a
lot more fragrantly beautiful than the trees and flora outside the tent...the smile she brings to my face being spawned and
connected straight to my heart....the ease with which I quietly make myself slip from the sleeping bag allowing her to still
sleep...the crack and whisper of the newly lit campfire as I warm coffee and start the pans heating for breakfast...the way
she rustles about as the sounds of the camp....only us two...wake her slowly...her lazy smile as her tossed hair creates the
stirring in me, as her head and smile stick out the tent door...my own smile in return as I pour her that fresh coffee and
take her that cup...her softened accent making the sparks in my heart ignite as she thanks me...the way she leans there on
her tummy and elbows, her breasts cuddling the ground, wrapped up hiding girlishly from the brisk morning air. The way she
asks me for another cup, and then grabs my wrist to stop my turn with cup in hand, as she looks at me softly and whispers
"Afterwards" with an easy laid back smile from deep insideher.
I need no more, I wish no other gifted reward for my life, than that true hearted woman there before me
What qualities do you appreciate in friends?:
Inner truth
Honesty befitting a comfortable better nature between us
Wisdom of our ages, not childish emotional instability
Understanding, not selfish concerns as motivational therapy
Greatness from inside, not by anothers demise
What is sexy to you?:
skinny shoulders, the line of her hip bones, the curve of her body under the morning sheets as I just lay there looking
at her, the look of her "sideways glance and smile" as she peeps out at me through her hair hanging in her face,
or just the uncontrollable constant want and need to touch and cuddle...her pitter patter of bare feet passing me at the table
of the kitchen in nothing but a long logger flannel shirt with nothing on beneath it...mainly her open willingness to express
her own yearnings, wishes and desires without the common inhibitive traits found in so many who say they wish to be loved,
but have no idea how to or desire to give it...that openess in the free nature of it all is more sensual than any over dressed
pancake makeup'd glamour shot photo poser
What is the meaning of life?:
Each person has their own path to walk and goal to fulfill, not always the goals we may see so clearly though, but understanding
and wisdom are often hidden riches hard attained....without this, there is no worthy meaning to life....we can raise our kids...payoff
our hosues and cars...act like our failing marriages are the greatest in the world ....and pretend our dysfunctional families
are normal...adn still not have an ounce of being to our lives....we gain bits and pieces of our life as we walk it...these
"pieces" accumulate through time as information....that information helps us learn and turns into knowledge....yet
that gathered knowledge, only when used properly for the good of all...becomes wisdom...with that we can guide ourselves...not
merely attempt to control, analyze or judge the lives of others...and thus finally we find the inner peace, understanding
and harmony we seek...without those three gifts...there is no love...without love...no meaning...without meaning...no purpose...without
purpose...what is life's worth?
Is there anything else you would like to add?:
Its not all that easy to just sit and type out a criteria list for a human being, especially the one I want to trust my
heart and soul with.
But if I have to say here what I want in a lady twinkler out there, and put it in a nutshell....well:
1. Surely silly and goofy enough to make me laugh from the tummy and not be insulted when I do, but definitely not qualified
for being committed to a loony ward and just not caught yet, weve all had our measured numbers of those. You can giggle at
your loved one with affection and love without doing it degradingly or meaning it to belittle them. If they light a spark
and a giggle inside you, then great...thats part of what its all about.
2. Ive made a choice that if I can find her, she would definitely not be all that fine, great or good looking in facial
features, I dont want the prettiest on the block, I want the best. Pretty tends to make me leery of the lowered possibilities
of a good warm calm heart in side. Skinny as a bean pole or lanky as a cedar, to a petite average or tall or short...normal
or love handles without excessiveness is all... whatever is a down right lovable then. If you hear a whispered affectionate
"Hey skinny butt...whatcha' doin'?" over your shoulder as I lean there to place a soft kiss upon exposed side of
neck and it upsets you??? Then I am looking for a milder version of a smiling heart.... no super emotions needed here. She
would fit great ....tall, medium or short right there against me, skinny as a rail or medium regular and feel good to the
palm of my hand upon the curved sexy sensuous small of her back and make me lose focus and concentration walking by in nothing
but a Tshirt
3. I guess to sum it up, I want a lady who finds it overwhelmingly bewildering and unacceptable to be without me and I
her. Someone that once we have grown to realize what is stored inside each other, that the truth which is written in these
few words above...are shear proof that THIS MUST BE in order to fulfill an otherwise okay and half-acceptable life lacking
love.
|
